Runaway From Everything !

FreaKy FrIDaE

Saturday, March 25

hEY.. Itz been ages since i updated hehe..

been bz lately.. wit werk n everithing..
It like the 24th of march n ma resuLt were out..

argh!!... hate it sia.. i like fail ma freaking CM.. sO Irritating.. Haiz..

tat realli make ma dae turns ugly..

n at ma werk place i fought wit ma manager.. as she happily accused mi of doing thing i wasnt aware of.. as for ma character i hate it when people do tat to mi..

she has gone beyond ma limits ar. for the first n second tyme i can keep queit but den not for the third tyme.. i dun care if she is the manager or whuever.

i realli blow ma top at her.. den she shut up.. im like tired n there she was screaming at mi infront of the customers.. whu do she tink she is.. ???

i also need to save some face!!!!...
Okay stop bout tat arguments.. den i went home.. i tot i could get a peace of mind.. but den again.. i fought wit faizal. bout tiny things..

Haiz.. coz at first i told him i work murning on saturdae..

But den ma manager put mi off on saturdae so no werking morning.. Den when faizal sae he wanna go out wit his frenz den i juz sae okay..

Den ma fwen at ma werk place told mi tat he cannot make it on saturdae shift so i juz agree as itz better working den juz sits at home n being a nuisance..

den he told mi tat he is not going out wit his frenz n wanted to fetch mi from werk on saturdae as he still tot tat i was working murning..

but den when i told him tat i had to werk nite.. he get so pissed off n blow his top at mie..

den i was like wat the fuck sia.. wat wrong i done.. he was the one whu told mi tat he wanted to go out wit his frenz den he is blaming mi of working nite shift..

Haiz.. Wat a dae.. itz realli terrible ar.

OKay think im off to bed now.. update later..

Signing Off
Fiore RaGaZZa

it's 5:24 PM now
I've made my statement

A dae Out wit FaiZaL

Monday, March 20

Perfect saturdae...

hahaha.. it was like 18 march..

n i was supposed to go for Manan's BBq pit

wit khaty, Vick n Iqah. But den end up on the dae itz self, Iqah disappear, Khaty had to werk n also Vick never called mie..

So then i thought.. argh nvm i not going also..

But den ma saturdae still turns out well.. i went out wit Faizal..

Oh actualli i forget to tell u guyz.. tat im actualli attached.. hahah..

i mean i get over Roy.. so now im wit Faizal.. We went to esplanade.. n sit around there..

we reach there bout 4 plus.. as usual i was abit late heheh..

we walk around n spent the tyme.. juz 2 of us.. hahaha. aint tat perfect.. no one distubing..Hey! dun think anythink funny.. we didnt do anythink aite...

Okay.. den by 8 plus, we went off and he sent mie home coz we were working morning shift the next murning.. so need to get home early .... okay ma story stops here..

Signing Off
Fiore Ragazza

it's 11:05 AM now
I've made my statement

iM sOrY...

Sunday, March 12

hEY..

Juz droppin by as im lyke feeling super bored.

Yesterdae nite, i went out wit a'ish to catch a movie "DATE MOVIE".. everything went fine tat nite until Roy called mi.. I was so pissed off wit him.. he was such an irritating guy.. i've already broke up with him but still he is interfering into my life... ARGH...

To a'ish,

im sorie bout yesterdae.. i had to leave coz i dun want anything bad to happen.. im realli sorie.. he already called my house and created all the nonsense stuff telling my dad i had to mit him all tat.. itz all bullshit.. i know your angry with mie.. but im realli veri sorry.. if u want to continue ignoring mie.. then tatz fine.. i guess i juz have to wait till you cooled down...BUt if within daez u still ignoring mi..then i guess i gt ya msg..... k...

Signing off

Fiore Ragazza...

it's 8:00 AM now
I've made my statement

One LaSt

Tuesday, March 7

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong

Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both knowIts better if we just let it go
Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear
So let's have

One last kiss

One last touch

One last tender moment between us

One last dance

To our first song

While pretending there's nothing wrong

We both know

It's better if we just let it go

signing Off

FiORe RaGAzza...

it's 5:00 PM now
I've made my statement

HeArt ShAttErED

Sunday, March 5

Ma heart shattered into pieces...

now im back to b alone. ..

No more Roy..

between mi n him is over..

iTz been like onli a month and itz over..

juz cant take it anymore..

i do break down sumtimes thinking of wat he did to mi...

but den again argh..

i juz dun know.. Haiz.. no mood to write.. juz tat..

Roy is no more in mi..

aLL left is only memories...

SIgNINg oFf..

FiORe RaGAzza

it's 8:56 PM now
I've made my statement

HoLiDaEzzz

Saturday, March 4

Hey..

itz been ages since i update ma blog.. heheh..I've been bz with exam n projects la... i mean no tyme to update.. but always got tyme to go online.. lol!.. mayb itz juz ma way hehehe..

n Atiqah keep asking watz wit me n Roy.. heheh..

Okay here it goes.. mi n Roy been doin fine.. but u know la what relationship doesnt have itz up n down.. as u say im too patient wit Roy while he is the opposite.. haha.. I juz dun know y im like tat.. lol!..

At last.. itz the holidaez... n im like werking everisingle dae.. i need to earn some cash to make ma new identity card and i realli need a new HandPhone.. Argh!!!.. but still IC is ma first priority....

Aite Folkz.. need to go.. Roy called mie.. Toodlex...

Signing Off..

Fiore Ragazza...

it's 1:12 PM now
I've made my statement