breaking up..
hey ..
yea2... mi knoe itz been long since i've updated ma blog.. been too bz lately la... actualli i gt tonnes of stories to tell but juz dun know where to start hehe...
Firstly, i've been bz wit ma skewl thingy coz exams are comin so i try not to stress ma self up... but den i end up not studying for ma test coz there's like lots of topics i dun understand... so i need to buck up !!!!!
yea bout ma guy.. itz been week since he called mi... todae... he called mi .. i blow everithing to him... i'm freakin stress wit things at home.. n when i'm in need was he there for mi?.. NO!!.. tat makes mi real mad.. I felt as if i was being neglected... yea true some may sae tat i am not being reasonable coz he is doin his NS thingy... but i dun expect him to call mi everidae... once in 2 daez is it too much to ask??.. itz been a month since i met him.. wat does tat show?.. we were no more the loving couple we used to be... i realli missed those daez.. when i try to talk to him.. he saez i was being unreasonable... juz now i asked for a break off... i realli hate it living this waes... itz like i've been spending tyme wit ma frenz den him.... ma frenz pampered mi more than him...!!!.... Wat am i supposed to do??... juz now i burst it out n sae "I DUN LOVE U ANYMORE"... tat was the last words i sae to him ... but den i felt worst ...!! argh!!!.. but hearing his voice juz irritates mie... argh!!!!...
I'm lost..... i dun knoe wat am i supposed to do now...
Signin' off
Fiore Ragazza
HaTe It........
hey..
Mi realli feeling f*ck up in diz house... everything i did was wrong.. all the blame will end to me... ma 17th year s*ck ..... Y must they put mi in diz difficult situation.. i tend to show tat im happy on the outside but actualli in the inside im crying for help... y do they hate mi so much?.. i cant take it anymore... everytyme im at home, they will find something that is not right with me... y cant they give me peace for at least a dae.. That y i've been working n hanging out with ma fwenz for the past few weeks... I rather stay out than being at home... im stress in skewl as i cant cope wit the module n exams are cuming n then i thought home is a place that i can atleast rest ma mind.. But then it tends to get worse... Haiz.... I realli hope things will change......
Signing Out
FiOrE RaGaZZa...
Yeee...
hey there...
juz dropin by for an update.. mi juz got back from city hall. When out wit iqah. We planned to study at esplanade but end up we watch the show hehe... Mi not realli in great mood as juz now remy called mie.. He told mi he wanna mit up but den i told him i was at city hall, the most he could do was mit mi there .. But then i was wit iqah. Then i felt it was rude to leave her there alone as i was the one who asked her out. But then remy got fed up and startall his nonsense. Haiz... He said i treat him as a dog.. I dun get wat he meant.. I meant y must diz happen?.. Itz all nonsense.. Havin a guy is difficult. Aite.. i gonna tuck in .. So i update more somedae ...
sIGNin Off
FiorE rAgAzzA
