Pros and Cons
Wednesday, February 22
Hey..
yesterdae was a happy and also irritatig day for mie...
The happy thingy was that.. Roy has been released and i was so happy bout it... i was almost celebrating my day when ma bag got stolen away.. it was such a horrendous nightmare for me.. everytink important is in tat bag. Ma wallet which includes ma NIRC, ma ezlink, ma student pass, ma ATM card and also ma HP!!!!.. Even ma specs were in ma bag..i was so pissed off !!.. How could such a person be so heartless to steal ma bag.. It was actually a fwen of mine.. but now he was such a freak idiot.. K here it goes.. I met him at jurong east coz we wanted to catch a movie.. so then at first we miss the 3 pm show.. den after we had to get the 5 o'clock show .. so we need to wait for like 1hour plus .. within tat 1 hour, everithink when fine.. den, i wanted to go to the toilet.. n den after i came out of the toilet.. SNAP!!! his gone.. i was like WTF!!!.. i was lost then.. i got nuthink with mi.. all ma things is inside ma beg... n he was carrying ma bag all the while.. Haiz.. so f*cking su*ky... When i try to search for him... he is not found.. den i try calling ma hp with the public phone.. and SHIT!!.. itz off... without hesitation, i called the police and make a report.. now ma case is in custody.. Haiz.. i dun realli care bout the hp thingy.. but ma NIRC is important... HAiz...
I've made my statement
Still await your return..
Monday, February 20
Itz been 3 dayz since ya gone..
i didn't know wat Roy been up to in there coz i didnt hear any news of Roy after tat...
i'm missing him so much.. i didnt know losing a guy i love hurt mi so much.. i felt as if there is an missing part in my lyfe now...
Eventhough i've been fighting everysingle day with him.. but deep down inside i still love him coz how bad he is, he is still my guy n i love him...
Now im in some confusion as to wait for him till he is out or should i juz move on with my lyfe and forget bout him.. Coz his last words to me was "i'll find you once i got out" so itz means, he still wants me to wait for him.. but den again, if he is out, does tat mean we will be happy like we used to before he went in???? That always strikes my mind when i thought of him everyday.. I might be happy and enjoying myself on the outside but no one knows tat i am deeply missing him and my lyfe turns to misery thinking of him... Haiz.. when is he coming out?.. i hope it wont take years coz i cant take anymore of this... .....
Signing off
Fiore Ragazza...
I've made my statement
BiG FooD FiEsTA
Friday, February 17
Hey...
It was a Big Food Fiesta on Mondae Nite... I went with ma deli peopz to the Barcart Restaurant somewhere at Plaza By The Park.We ate tonnes of food till our tummy felt like bursting lol!
Chocolatey Fruitzz......YuM!!!
Strawberry PuddIn
I've made my statement
Emo StrIkex
Sunday, February 12
Hey
im feelin so down..cant get ma mind on things.
I dunno wat gt into me..i've been quarelling wit Roy for almost every single day.
Everything i did is a mistake to him. Nutthink is right for him.. Y must it be this wae?.. Am i tat bad for u?. Wat wrong have i done to be treated this way?. I need a peace!! Cant u not scold mi for at least a dae?. I knoe it was my mistake but still it was lame for u to be jealous of ma fwens?. They were ma fwens!.. if i were fond of them,i wouldn't have been wit u if i were realli have sumthink goin on with them!
I got ma lyfe to lead. Doesn't mean u gt "curfew" u need to control mine!. I hate being control! U told mi,"Even ma parents dun check ma hp".Now im tellin u back,"even ma parents dun control ma lyfe??" Who are to control mi?? U're juz ma guy.. ur nt even ma husband! Im so fu*ck pissed of wit him...Guess wat?.. he sounded break for the second tyme yesterdae???? I mean wtF?? Dun u love mi anymore?..Not being suspicious or anything but den i think u gt another gal out there. coz when yr went out wit mi, whenever there's a phone call or msg on ya hp,u neither wanna answer nor reply!.. i mean watz dis shows?.. Haiz... i juz wonder y mus god test mi diz wae?.. y doesn't all ma relationship turn well? For once i wanna have a great relationship as in those i could atleast think back and smile in years to come....Haiz.. i guess itz juz a test from god tat were written in ma lyfe diary... now i juz need to bear wit it...
At work juz now, i try to talk it out wit ma fwenz, Yan told mi not to be sad as guys are always like tat coz they still think they wanna enjoy.. At the same tyme they wanna a person whu cares for them..Whereas Iskz told mi tat "there are many fishes in the sea".. Yea it true wat he say but still itz not easy to find a gewd guy whu realli cares for a gerl no matter what happen...... Haiz... i guess tatz all.. write more someother tyme... Now i juz need sumtyme alone....
Signing Off
Fiore Ragazza....
I've made my statement
FrOm ma HeArtz Itz pOUrS
Thursday, February 9
i try to believe
that the toxins i inhale
will take away the pain.
the pain that you left behind when you went away.
but its still there.
lurking in every inch of my body
scraping and scratching my soul as it goes along.
i try so hard to pretend it isnt there
but its too hard to overcome.
they say that its all part of life,
and you cant escape the pain that comes along with love.
love that i gave to you.
but i guess you dont want it.
so i'll just sit here and try to make the pain go away again.
but i guess you dont want it.
i try to believe
that the toxins i inhale
will take away the pain.
the pain that you left behind when you went away.
but its still there.
lurking in every inch of my body
scraping and scratching my soul as it goes along.
i try so hard to pretend it isnt there
but its too hard to overcome.
they say that its all part of life,
and you cant escape the pain that comes along with love.
love that i gave to you.
but i guess you dont want it.
so i'll just sit here and try to make the pain go away
I've made my statement
hee hoo hee hoo..
Tuesday, February 7
im bored..... mi in skewl.. but den nuthink to do.. not in the mood to listen to the lecture... Itz been long since i update.. alot been happening lately.. juz got no tyme to update.. But den here ma story goes...
yea2.. itz been quite long i broke up wit remy... but still i kind of miz him... still i need to get over him coz i was the one whu wanna let go of him.. so no point regretting it now... Haiz... But now.. i gt maself a rplacement for him... his name is Roy... although he is 20+ but i feel tat he cares much bout mi.. n i mean too much sumtimes.....
He lives in Bp.. n guess wat??... he knows ma cuzzins, (hana, farah and atiqah)... den i was like OMG.. itz was shocking sia... hahaha... den again itz gewd ar.. so tat ma cuzzin can spy on him... lolx!.. (ps: im not psyco kidding)
okay.. i realli dun know wat to write noe... so juz diz..
signin' off
Fiore ragazza
I've made my statement
To -------
Monday, February 6
This video is dedicated to a guy by the name of --------
I've made my statement
