Still await your return..
Itz been 3 dayz since ya gone..
i didn't know wat Roy been up to in there coz i didnt hear any news of Roy after tat...
i'm missing him so much.. i didnt know losing a guy i love hurt mi so much.. i felt as if there is an missing part in my lyfe now...
Eventhough i've been fighting everysingle day with him.. but deep down inside i still love him coz how bad he is, he is still my guy n i love him...
Now im in some confusion as to wait for him till he is out or should i juz move on with my lyfe and forget bout him.. Coz his last words to me was "i'll find you once i got out" so itz means, he still wants me to wait for him.. but den again, if he is out, does tat mean we will be happy like we used to before he went in???? That always strikes my mind when i thought of him everyday.. I might be happy and enjoying myself on the outside but no one knows tat i am deeply missing him and my lyfe turns to misery thinking of him... Haiz.. when is he coming out?.. i hope it wont take years coz i cant take anymore of this... .....
Signing off
Fiore Ragazza...