Hey
im feelin so down..cant get ma mind on things.
I dunno wat gt into me..i've been quarelling wit Roy for almost every single day.
Everything i did is a mistake to him. Nutthink is right for him.. Y must it be this wae?.. Am i tat bad for u?. Wat wrong have i done to be treated this way?. I need a peace!! Cant u not scold mi for at least a dae?. I knoe it was my mistake but still it was lame for u to be jealous of ma fwens?. They were ma fwens!.. if i were fond of them,i wouldn't have been wit u if i were realli have sumthink goin on with them!
I got ma lyfe to lead. Doesn't mean u gt "curfew" u need to control mine!. I hate being control! U told mi,"Even ma parents dun check ma hp".Now im tellin u back,"even ma parents dun control ma lyfe??" Who are to control mi?? U're juz ma guy.. ur nt even ma husband! Im so fu*ck pissed of wit him...Guess wat?.. he sounded break for the second tyme yesterdae???? I mean wtF?? Dun u love mi anymore?..Not being suspicious or anything but den i think u gt another gal out there. coz when yr went out wit mi, whenever there's a phone call or msg on ya hp,u neither wanna answer nor reply!.. i mean watz dis shows?.. Haiz... i juz wonder y mus god test mi diz wae?.. y doesn't all ma relationship turn well? For once i wanna have a great relationship as in those i could atleast think back and smile in years to come....Haiz.. i guess itz juz a test from god tat were written in ma lyfe diary... now i juz need to bear wit it...
At work juz now, i try to talk it out wit ma fwenz, Yan told mi not to be sad as guys are always like tat coz they still think they wanna enjoy.. At the same tyme they wanna a person whu cares for them..Whereas Iskz told mi tat "there are many fishes in the sea".. Yea it true wat he say but still itz not easy to find a gewd guy whu realli cares for a gerl no matter what happen...... Haiz... i guess tatz all.. write more someother tyme... Now i juz need sumtyme alone....
Signing Off
Fiore Ragazza....