breaking up..
hey ..
yea2... mi knoe itz been long since i've updated ma blog.. been too bz lately la... actualli i gt tonnes of stories to tell but juz dun know where to start hehe...
Firstly, i've been bz wit ma skewl thingy coz exams are comin so i try not to stress ma self up... but den i end up not studying for ma test coz there's like lots of topics i dun understand... so i need to buck up !!!!!
yea bout ma guy.. itz been week since he called mi... todae... he called mi .. i blow everithing to him... i'm freakin stress wit things at home.. n when i'm in need was he there for mi?.. NO!!.. tat makes mi real mad.. I felt as if i was being neglected... yea true some may sae tat i am not being reasonable coz he is doin his NS thingy... but i dun expect him to call mi everidae... once in 2 daez is it too much to ask??.. itz been a month since i met him.. wat does tat show?.. we were no more the loving couple we used to be... i realli missed those daez.. when i try to talk to him.. he saez i was being unreasonable... juz now i asked for a break off... i realli hate it living this waes... itz like i've been spending tyme wit ma frenz den him.... ma frenz pampered mi more than him...!!!.... Wat am i supposed to do??... juz now i burst it out n sae "I DUN LOVE U ANYMORE"... tat was the last words i sae to him ... but den i felt worst ...!! argh!!!.. but hearing his voice juz irritates mie... argh!!!!...
I'm lost..... i dun knoe wat am i supposed to do now...
Signin' off
Fiore Ragazza